Be strong and patient. Of course, this could all backfire on me quite badly... that is, if he discovers that he likes my silence.
I've figured out that I need to overcome the feeling of him being perfect (for me). Saying is easier than doing. So here's a list of why he ISN'T perfect:
- he's not a Christian
- he compartmentalises his emotions
- he talks to far too many girls for my liking
- when we fight, he fights by bringing up everything that he dislikes about me and throws it in my face
- I can't trust him entirely because I know he's capable of cheating
- spending more time with me (unless convenient) is a hassle
- he always thinks he's right
- every time we fight, I back down, not necessarily because I agree at first (eventually I end up seeing from his point of view because it makes me fold), but because he's good at playing hard ball and I always lose because I care more
- apparently not replying isn't bad manners
Unfortunately, I can think of plenty more reasons why I fell for him in the first place. And they come easier too.
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