I am confused. There was a verbal preposition by him to "maybe play a computer game" later last night. So I waited around for a few hours online and he did not appear online. Finally too tired, I texted him saying that I was sorry, but I was simply too tired to stay awake. I wasn't mad or upset at him for not telling me not to wait up. The next morning, I get a text from him saying that he got held up... and then the text finished with "my bad".
My bad. What on earth am I supposed to take away from that? I was not mad that he didn't end up playing that computer game with me. Nor was I mad that he didn't tell me earlier not to wait up for him. The word 'maybe' is not binding. Nor do I have any expectations from him and so, he hasn't done anything wrong. So why end it with 'my bad'? If you were sorry, why didn't you say so instead? If you weren't sorry, why add 'my bad'? What the fuck is meant by 'my bad'? And why didn't you just finish with a 'goodnight' like you used to?
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