Day Eight

I still feel sad sometimes and check my phone too frequently for it to be healthy, but I think I'm slowly recovering. Sometimes I just don't want to recover because it means I'll forget. And I don't think that would be fair because being with him was possibly the best two years of my life so far. So a small dose of sadness is still reasonable. It'll be a long journey, but this marks one small step. I know that I'm going to be sad again, but I'll take whatever small victory I can get.