But I still miss you like I missed you yesterday.
It's odd... In my mind, I think I've finally gotten around to re-wiring him as my ex. And I'm grateful that we're still talking, although I'm certain that once we're over each other, we'll probably stop talking. It's weird because I don't know how to treat him as a friend, as opposed to my boyfriend. Say we were friends and never were a couple. Would I be willing to visit him in Christchurch because our friendship is still worth it? Or am I only wanting to visit him because I still hope? One day when we're just friends and no longer missing each other, will our friendship be enough to keep us talking?
So, no. I'm not over him and won't be for a very long time. The day I'm truly over him will be when:
1) I don't mind the idea of him with someone else
2) I can honestly pick someone else over him
3) he isn't able to make me cry
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