Thursday, August 9, 2012

Definitely dislike any person with that dreaded name. It's like... I see it. And then I automatically suspect something, even though it's completely and utterly paranoid of me.

The gut is never wrong though. I suspected something with her. I knew that she was never that trustworthy. And now... with this one. I suppose it hasn't helped that I have heard that all sorts of boys develop hopeless crushes on her. Honestly, that name is like a fucking curse.

Clearly, I still do not trust him. Then, I figure that it all happened in the past. And I should stop wasting my time perusing things which I can't change.

Ugh. It is so exhausting being paranoid. I would much rather get a tub of hot water and use that new Natio foot scrub that I got today. But I can't because I can't be bothered talking to whoever is in the kitchen because I simply do not have the energy to make small talk.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

totally get where you're coming from. I never thought I could dislike a name so much until bf's suspected past flame is also that name. And now they are supposed bffs. It's killing me mentally -__-

..... said...

I feel you. How on earth is one supposed to trust that they are simply 'just friends'?

Anonymous said...

Some girls are relentless went it comes to this sort of thing. All's fair in love and war they say. Complete BS. Hey not to sound weird or anything but are you studying as a pharmacist now? Do you know how to transit from pharmacy to medicine?

Anonymous said...

when * lol

..... said...

Apologies for the belated reply! I am an intern pharmacist at the mo and am applying for post graduate entry into medicine. I am however, still uncertain whether or not I want to give up another 5 years of my life to study. I see that you are in medical school at the moment! I hope you are enjoying it :)