I have to say it. This change... alarms me. And no, I don't feel like arguing my opinion. As you are all entitled to your shouts of triumph, I am also entitled to my cry of despair.

Conversation between E. and I:

Me: they need fairy lights lol. white only works if they have fairy lights. black and fairy lights however just looks contrived
E: lol you're going to be so good at planning
Me: this is why i will turn into bridezilla
E: do i have to help or can i let you do all the work
Me: how do i put this delicately... you have to care enough to have an opinion. but if i disagree, i will veto your opinion lol

Practising calculations for the calculations test on Wednesday using resources on FastTrack Pharmacy website. And I got to use a simultaneous equation to solve a problem!


My inner ten year old (I remember that it took many tears and tantrums before I understood them) is currently dancing triumphantly.

Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt should hurry up and get together. Because if I can't have him, I will be at least, equally happy if they were to get married and lots of children.

And I need to ban romances from my reading list because they make me miss E. even more. And the worst thing? I have another TWO months before I see him. Oh, and I also need to sit my pharmacist registration exam before then. So it's not like I can look forward to the 8th of November with unbridled excitement.

fdskjdsflkjsdfjlkdsf TWO months before I sit my exam. Cue internal screams.




Also dads are awesome. Because they always know what to say.

I need someone to understand the significance of my work-mother leaving the pharmacy. Not only do I lose my mentor, but it also means that a shitstorm of SIGNIFICANT proportions is about to hit the fan.





I think I need to scream with despair.

That dog is going. T O M O R R O W.

I shall stop fearing each step I take outside of my room because I don't know where the dog has shat. Life has improved significantly.

Also, make up sale tomorrow? Yessss please.

Ah, J. Is the only reason why you seem to have cut off all communication is because your girlfriend forbids it?

I suppose I know how that feels, so fair enough.



Can't grumble that the dog is going... it goes for dumps and pisses everywhere.