#frozen

This is great - we seemed to have skipped over autumn entirely and proceeded straight to winter. The daily temperature does not exceed ten degrees celsius. It is insane - but at least it's not actually raining any more - but in saying that, I would much rather wet and warm than just plain cold. My toes are constantly numb and wearing warm woollen socks have been a saving grace.

In other news, I have purchased a $5 yoga mat and it has saved my sacrum from being repeatedly bruised from my ab exercises - which are going well, especially given the fact that my daily workouts now suck an hour of my time. The reason why I'm able to keep to it is also probably due to the fact that metabolism bores the shit out of me (ironically enough - because I'm pretty sure I'd learn something that might help with losing weight and gaining lean muscle) so I'm really not that motivated to study, unlike the nervous system module.

And the annual progress test reared its ugly head again. Weirdly enough, I wasn't really stoked by the 72%... it was more a sense of relief that I did get above 70%. I really did peak too soon... what the fuck was I thinking when I got 70% in second year? It's not like I'm going to be able to get 90% by my fifth year...

Also, it still amazes me when I get irrationally shitty at E. that he actually apologises (even though it's not his fault). Poor boy. He has a lifetime of irrationality to deal with. Or perhaps he's just making up for the first two shitty years of our relationship. I mean shitty in comparison to now. Funnily enough, I remember thinking that those two years were wonderful and yeah, they were. But he got away with a lot of shit back then which I probably wouldn't simply sit back and accept now. That's why they were shitty.
Also, he wouldn't let me dress him and he insisted on wearing hoodies and skater shoes. Ew.