Ughhhhh welcome to the post-E. hangover. Also known as the low after my high. I have to wait till April. A P R I L to see him. I swear, I didn't feel so down last time. Probably because I had friends around and also because I only had a month and a half to go. Oh, and the blindingly obvious fact that I wasn't supposed to miss him. And now because I'm allowed to miss him, I just feel all blue. Shades of violet and positively azure.