Sometimes I feel like I can do it, that someday I'll get over you and that we can continue to be good, if not best friends. Some days, like today, it feels like I'm so alone and I miss you so damn much, it feels like something is missing inside of me. It's so odd, this facade of happiness. I can't let other people see how much I hurt because I'm me, supposedly implacable, unbreakable. Only you knew how weak I am truly. Other times, I am truly happy when I'm with other people, but it's not the same warmth that I get when I'm with you.
It's horrible that we both feel what we do and we can't disclose our feelings to each other on a whim because that's not what exes are supposed to do.
Because I'm going to snap soon and tell you just how much I miss you.
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