My room is rapidly accumulating books. Why oh why did I have to remember why I love reading at this time of the year?

Also, I appear to have lost two kilos since the commencement of physical activity. Lovaaaaley. Honestly though... I am craving junk food like a crack addict. It sucks knowing that I am going to have to do this for the rest of my life if I want to maintain this weight. I crave cakebrowniechocolatehotchipsdeepfriedfoodsMacdonaldsKFC aaaand a whole host of other foods. Well, it's not like I haven't stopped eating the aforementioned foods completely. It is all moderation. And knowing that I have to run 45 odd minutes to burn off a slice of cake doesn't make me really eager to eat a lot.

In other news, I have finally handed in all necessary paperwork for my application. Still am nowhere closer to deciding whether or not I want to be married to a doctor or simply be a doctor myself.

I FIT INTO MY JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now to make them loose.

I have to say it. This change... alarms me. And no, I don't feel like arguing my opinion. As you are all entitled to your shouts of triumph, I am also entitled to my cry of despair.

Conversation between E. and I:

Me: they need fairy lights lol. white only works if they have fairy lights. black and fairy lights however just looks contrived
E: lol you're going to be so good at planning
Me: this is why i will turn into bridezilla
E: do i have to help or can i let you do all the work
Me: how do i put this delicately... you have to care enough to have an opinion. but if i disagree, i will veto your opinion lol

Practising calculations for the calculations test on Wednesday using resources on FastTrack Pharmacy website. And I got to use a simultaneous equation to solve a problem!


My inner ten year old (I remember that it took many tears and tantrums before I understood them) is currently dancing triumphantly.

Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt should hurry up and get together. Because if I can't have him, I will be at least, equally happy if they were to get married and lots of children.

And I need to ban romances from my reading list because they make me miss E. even more. And the worst thing? I have another TWO months before I see him. Oh, and I also need to sit my pharmacist registration exam before then. So it's not like I can look forward to the 8th of November with unbridled excitement.

fdskjdsflkjsdfjlkdsf TWO months before I sit my exam. Cue internal screams.




Also dads are awesome. Because they always know what to say.

I need someone to understand the significance of my work-mother leaving the pharmacy. Not only do I lose my mentor, but it also means that a shitstorm of SIGNIFICANT proportions is about to hit the fan.





I think I need to scream with despair.