Saturday, July 16, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Forty Five
Is it considered rude to start a conversation with someone, a conversation that you have no intention of continuing? Because somehow, I find that incredibly bad mannered.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Forty Three and Forty Four
My new phone is like a sparkly thing that distracts me.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Forty One
Dear Heart,
You are an ass. Well, your non logical thinking alter ego is. Please desist from having your head in the clouds and get back down to earth. Stop treating him like your boyfriend because he is clearly not your boyfriend. Also, stop sighing over him because nothing about this situation is romantic. We aren't a pair of star crossed lovers like Katniss and Peeta. In fact, if he was like Peeta, he would've converted to Christianity in a wink. And do this right now, otherwise you'll end up crowding him in again and look where it got you last time.
Much love (see the irony here?),
Head.
You are an ass. Well, your non logical thinking alter ego is. Please desist from having your head in the clouds and get back down to earth. Stop treating him like your boyfriend because he is clearly not your boyfriend. Also, stop sighing over him because nothing about this situation is romantic. We aren't a pair of star crossed lovers like Katniss and Peeta. In fact, if he was like Peeta, he would've converted to Christianity in a wink. And do this right now, otherwise you'll end up crowding him in again and look where it got you last time.
Much love (see the irony here?),
Head.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Forty
There are these words you say,
but where are your actions?
Don't just say it.
Show me.
But of course, you don't have the duty to gratify my wishes and such. So yes, bottom line. I wish you never told me that you still loved me. Because then I would stop expecting anything from you.
but where are your actions?
Don't just say it.
Show me.
But of course, you don't have the duty to gratify my wishes and such. So yes, bottom line. I wish you never told me that you still loved me. Because then I would stop expecting anything from you.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Thirty Nine
I wish I don't have to second guess his actions and figure out his motives. I wish I don't have to cautiously approach him in case I cross any lines.
Oh, but wait. He doesn't have to worry if he's crossing lines because this river flows only in one direction...
... and it's not in my direction.
I wonder, what is the point of this? Gratifying our feelings? And yet, I still have nightmares of him moving on. Then I know that this uncertainty is but a small price to pay.
Oh, but wait. He doesn't have to worry if he's crossing lines because this river flows only in one direction...
... and it's not in my direction.
I wonder, what is the point of this? Gratifying our feelings? And yet, I still have nightmares of him moving on. Then I know that this uncertainty is but a small price to pay.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Thirty Eight
Just when I think that I can live without you, you pull me in again. To what end?
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Day Two Hundred and Thirty Seven
You breathed life into my lungs,
and now my heart begins to beat.
And you, you disappear again.
Only now do you make me stir;
but when I finally open my eyes,
you're gone, gone like the wind.
I try to hold onto the calm serenity,
but you have set my world alight
once more.
and now my heart begins to beat.
And you, you disappear again.
Only now do you make me stir;
but when I finally open my eyes,
you're gone, gone like the wind.
I try to hold onto the calm serenity,
but you have set my world alight
once more.
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