Huh. I feel nothing at all.
Well, possibly because he's making an effort to stay in town so I can visit. Oh, and I possibly might get a five hour ride back into town.
So when I say nothing at all, I mean that I feel satisfied.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Day Hundred and Seventy Three
I don't get. I was perfectly fine. And now I'm just sad. For no reason whatsoever.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Day Hundred and Seventy Two
I feel that I am coming to the point of recovery. Mind you, this is because I haven't said a single word to him for four days. Funnily enough, I'm just so blase about it. It's like I don't particularly care. Of course it would be nice to hear from him... except I have a feeling that I only get talked to when he has a musical query.
It's like... life simply goes on. Mostly.
Sometimes I feel crap. I suppose that's bound to happen on some days. But at this present point in time, I would pick getting into medicine over having him for life.
I think that's a step forward.
It's like... life simply goes on. Mostly.
Sometimes I feel crap. I suppose that's bound to happen on some days. But at this present point in time, I would pick getting into medicine over having him for life.
I think that's a step forward.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Day Hundred and Seventy One
Ugh. Should I attempt to be around for one more week? Of course, I want to do it only because that increases my chances of seeing said person.
Pros:
- Happiness for a day or two
- I rather like being away from home... if I go back, it means I'm home for a month... ugh
Cons:
- I feel absolutely crap for a few days afterwards
- It screws my mind over
- I'm in the flat alone for a week = boredom and cooking for myself
Oh, and should I mention the fact that continuing said actions i.e. cuddling, means that I will have committed the same mistake for the THIRD time and have NOT learnt from my mistakes? i.e. heartbreak and misery... not to mention, I just like being spooned. The fact that he gives them is a bonus.
Pros:
- Happiness for a day or two
- I rather like being away from home... if I go back, it means I'm home for a month... ugh
Cons:
- I feel absolutely crap for a few days afterwards
- It screws my mind over
- I'm in the flat alone for a week = boredom and cooking for myself
Oh, and should I mention the fact that continuing said actions i.e. cuddling, means that I will have committed the same mistake for the THIRD time and have NOT learnt from my mistakes? i.e. heartbreak and misery... not to mention, I just like being spooned. The fact that he gives them is a bonus.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Day Hundred and Sixty Nine
Decisions, decisions. To tell? Regardless, it makes no difference when you're simply friends.
In other news, I am now thoroughly confident that having no boyfriend is a positive effect on my marks.
In other news, I am now thoroughly confident that having no boyfriend is a positive effect on my marks.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Day Hundred and Sixty Eight
This is my heart
and it is like a fist.
It grasps on to
your sleeve as
you turn to leave.
and it is like a fist.
It grasps on to
your sleeve as
you turn to leave.
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