Day Hundred and Forty Five

Let's waste time, chasing cars.
On our own.

I feel pensive. I think I know why.

Day Hundred and Forty Four

All I can think of today is the fact that I failed TWICE on bidding for items on Trademe. I disgust myself.

Oh, and the fact that I like having such awesome friends. That is all.

Day Hundred and Forty Three

I have an interview for one of the hospitals. This requires me to fly up to Wellington. And yet, despite this being something that I really, really want, I find myself rearranging my flights in order to catch him while he is Dunedin.

Ah. Make what you will of it.

Day Hundred and Forty One and Forty Two

Reasons why I like being single:
- Instead of using my money on food (I used to spend a prodigious amount... possibly because we liked to eat well as a couple) every weekend, I can now invest in a lovely new wardrobe. I just acquired the most awesome new coat.
- I don't have to share my coffees any more. I like eating ALL the foam off the top of my coffee. The same goes for bubble teas.
- I like being able to study more. I forgot the thrill of getting full marks. It's a spine tingling one. The dux is back.

Day Hundred and Forty

The blossom of friendship. I am happy with the way things are at the moment. Does it stay like this or does it eventually bloom into something else more real?
Alternatively, does it wither away with time?

Day Hundred and Thirty Nine

I am happy. Double rainbows. Double happiness.
1. The other flirt has a significant other. I am all glee.
2. A ten minute talk turned into a three hour discussion (and a line crossing). Funfun.

Day Hundred and Thirty Eight

I feel strangely apathetic to it all. Then again, I usually have that blase attitude to life when I'm in the shower.